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                                                                My thoughts
             


           Sometimes, i feel single in my thoughts, like i'm the only one who understands myself,  like i'm so different from everybody; my thoughts,  emotion,  views, likes, dislikes. Like my thinking is a sin, like i will never be understood or heard.
   Growing up, I have never trusted what everyone trusted, never believed what everyone believed.
             Perhaps, Is there someone out there who thinks like me??? who believe that someone who loves you; can't decide to live you, will be curious about you,  will stay with you even if kids were not the reason,  will love you with nothing. But it seems like i'm alone in my thoughts,
            However,  Its ok if you want to stay in an unhappy marriage because of your kids but don't call others who don't make that choice "dumb"  its ok if you are a christian but don't call a Judhaist  "a fool" its ok if you are educated but don't call an illerate "dumb" its ok if you see things differently but don't call another shallow because you don't share the same views with them

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